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Flesh Collectors

Cannibalism and Further Depravity on the Redneck Riviera

OPEN ROAD INTEGRATED MEDIA

April 9, 1998

It was the kind of balmy night that made it hard to sleep. There was excitement in the air that crackled like the campfires spread throughout the Florida Panhandle. In cities, kids hang out on street corners; in the Panhandle, at campfires.

At first glance, Jeremiah Rodgers and Jonathan Lawrence didn't seem any different from the other twentysomething slackers in the Panhandle who stood around a campfire that night. Like most of their friends, they had gotten through high school with no particular destination in mind. Not having any special trade or skill, they were someplace in the middle, not knowing their way in life. Only these guys were different.

Both men had a variety of mental problems that had led to their being institutionalized in their early twenties. That, alone, distinguished the two of them from the general populace. But what made them even more unique was that they had been institutionalized at Chattahoochee, the once-infamous state mental hospital that specialized in treating the criminally insane.

Jeremiah Rodgers, nearly twenty-one years old, was a muscular, 5'7" slick-talking tattoo artist with a pencil-thin mustache that made him look like an oily version of Errol Flynn. He also resembled a sawed-off version of Eric Roberts, who played the sleazy husband in Star 80. His close older friend, almost twenty-three-year-old Jonathan Lawrence, was a pensive, moody man with a bland, round face that concealed the depravity he carefully kept hidden. Physically unattractive, he was a stocky five feet seven inches and 166 pounds. Over the years, he had learned how to handle a knife with amazing dexterity.

Looking for the answer to life's questions, they stood gazing into the fire that they had kindled awhile before. They listened to the wind in the canebrake as it made a mournful, rustling sound. They smoked a joint and thought back to just a few short hours ago.

That afternoon, Lawrence had called twenty-year-old Justin Livingston, his cousin. Justin visited frequently. Rodgers hated Justin. The big kid looked normal but wasn't. Rodgers didn't care that Justin took a variety of antipsychotic medication without which he could not function. He didn't care that Justin was one of life's lost souls and always would be. Not only did Rodgers not care, he wanted to take the guy out! Justin had been a thorn in Rodgers's side for too long.

Justin would come over to Lawrence's house asking for smokes, Pepsi, beer, whatever he could hustle. And Lawrence would always give his cousin something. Then Justin would sit down and enjoy his treat. The big kid had no common sense, and Rodgers just wanted him to get lost. Permanently. Lawrence, the quieter of the two, agreed with his partner.

Jon Lawrence's birthday was coming up in a few days. He and Rodgers reasoned it was as good an excuse as any to get Justin to come over. Not that they really needed to give him a special invite, but if they wanted to kill him, and if they were ready to do it, there was no time like the present. It was something they had been thinking about.

Jon Lawrence picked up the phone and dialed.

"Hello," answered a pleasant voice.

"Hey, Justin, it's Jon," said Lawrence.

"Oh, hey, Jon."

Justin was on federal disability and got a check every month from the government because his neurological problems prevented him from working. His mother, Elizabeth Livingston, was always trying to find a way to fill up his time. Frequently he accompanied her to work, but not that day, he told Lawrence. He had gotten just too damn bored following his mother around.

Jon Lawrence knew that it was good that Justin's mother wasn't around. It would give them time to get things done.

"Hey, Justin, why don't you come over? Jeremiah's giving me a party for my birthday."

Justin's emotional age had tested out to twelve years old, and like most twelve-year-olds, Justin loved parties. And he knew that his cousin's birthday was coming up. Justin got all duded up for the party in the cowboy clothes he favored. He put on a green pinstriped cowboy shirt and snakeskin cowboy boots. He loved Panhandle Slim boots too. His mother got him a pair as a graduation present and he had only worn them once, favoring his snakeskins instead.

Justin set off by foot. It was only a few blocks to his cousin and his friend. But Justin never went anyplace directly. Justin liked to walk and made a circuit of the community. He was a friendly guy who liked saying hello to people. Justin waved at everyone he saw and made his little rounds, stopping, chatting, waving and glad-handing like some politician on the stump.

All the neighbors along the way were friendly too. They knew of Justin's disability and emotional immaturity. Even when his mama had to work late at the school, where she was a custodian, and Justin was alone, there was always someone in the neighborhood who would look out for him and make sure everything was okay.

Justin finally got to his cousin's that day and was surprised; there was no party. But with reassurances from both Lawrence and Rodgers that that would come later, he settled down to hang out. It was a warm day, so they lounged around in the backyard with beers. The three young men watched as Ricky, Lawrence's brother, and his uncle Roy worked on Ricky's truck. At that exact moment, the very idea to kill Justin Livingston had become a reality. In police parlance, it would be the moment the conspiracy to commit murder began.

When Justin looked away, Lawrence took his hand and drew it slowly across and around his throat. Rodgers later said he took the gesture to mean that "they were gonna take Justin out and do something to him." Saying nothing, Rodgers shrugged his thickly muscled, heavily tattooed shoulders. As the afternoon wore on and the shadows lengthened, the three left Ricky and Roy Lee to their outdoor labors, preferring to watch a movie on the VCR. Rodgers asked Justin if he wanted to smoke a joint and Justin, who liked weed, said, "Fire it up."

"Okay," Rodgers answered, "but we gotta wait until later on."

Rodgers went to the bathroom. When he came back, Lawrence told him, "We'll do it at the helicopter field." A few hours later, when Rick and Roy Lee had left and darkness had fallen across the Florida Panhandle, Rodgers pressed the stop button on the VCR; it was time to go.

The three got in the truck and rode straight to the helicopter field, parking by the side of the road. They got out and walked over the rough Florida grass. Unlike the grass used on lawns in northern climes, Florida residents use grass that can stand up to the harsh heat. It felt like a firm sponge as the men trampled it on the way to the fence. Lawrence took out a fence cutter and made a hole in the bottom of the fence. Staying low, they all crawled through.

"Where's the joint?" Justin asked.

"Got it right here," Rodgers answered, patting his coat pocket.

They ran out toward the tower in the middle of the field, deserted at this late hour.

"Where's the joint?" Justin repeated.

"What did you do wrong?" 'Rodgers asked him grimly.

Justin noted the change in tone. He was going to get beaten up.

"I come out here?" Justin answered, perplexed. "Y'all ain't gonna hurt me, are you?" Justin asked.

"No," said Lawrence firmly to his cousin. "We're just sitting out here 'cause I'm not sure what Jeremiah wants to do."

"Can you see the stars, Justin?" Rodgers asked. "There's three stars that create a triangle. And in the middle of that triangle, if you can tell me the lesser or the lighter stars that form a picture, I'll give you twenty bucks."

"The reason I said that was to get him to look up so it would be easier to stab him," Rodgers later explained. "[But] I couldn't do it at that time, so eventually he gave up [looking]. The chance was gone."

They started walking back toward the truck.

"We'll smoke the joint on the way back," Rodgers reassured Justin.

For his part, Lawrence couldn't figure what was happening, except maybe Rodgers was playing one of his weird mind games. Suddenly Rodgers pivoted. He pulled up his black T-shirt and pulled the bowie knife from the waistband of his jeans. He turned on his Caterpillar steel-toed boots. The bowie knife flashed once in the moonlight and came down into Justin's back.

"Why'd you do that?" Justin asked. He was not angry, just confused — why would his friend stab him?

The knife had stopped someplace on the inside. To Rodgers, it felt like he had hit a bone and the knife glanced off it. The blow had knocked Justin all the way to the ground.

"Stay down on the ground and face down," Rodgers ordered. He threw the bowie knife away and turned to Lawrence. "Give me your knife."

Shocked at what had just happened, Lawrence waited a minute before handing over his knife.

"What are you gonna do? Are you gonna hurt me?"

"No," Rodgers answered, his voice honey sweet. "I'm not gonna hurt you. Lie down, just face down for a minute." Justin turned facedown to the ground. Rodgers didn't want to look at his face.

"Is this real?" Justin asked.

"No, it's not real," Rodgers answered, working up his nerve. "You're just on a bad [LSD] 'trip.'"

"All right."

Rodgers later related, "I crouched down beside him, and when I got my nerve up, I stabbed him between the shoulder blades with all the [knife] blade going through. I left the knife there for a second."

Justin struggled to get up. He got to his hands and his knees. He was in intense pain, the knife sticking out of his shoulder, the blood streaming down. Rodgers backed up a little bit with his hand still on the knife.

"Just lay down," Rodgers ordered.

Some part of Justin knew that was not a good idea and he struggled to stand, but Rodgers kept his hand on the knife, controlling him, maybe twisting it a little, until Justin finally sagged back down to the ground. Rodgers bent down and slowly pulled the knife out. It must have been intensely painful. He walked away, throwing the knife down as he went.

Lawrence grabbed the knife. He picked it up and tried to stab Justin, but he couldn't do it. He just stood there for a few moments, something holding him back.

"It's hard," Lawrence said. "I can't do it right now."

"Yeah, I know, it's hard, ain't it?" Rodgers answered.

During all that time, Justin was fully conscious, listening to every word.

"I gotta shit," Justin said suddenly.

Rodgers walked up to him.

"Can you breathe, Justin?"

Justin nodded his head.

"Can you see me?"

Justin turned and looked up with open eyes, then nodded weakly.

"Can you hear me?"

Another nod.

"Does it hurt?"

"Yeah."

"Worm," Rodgers called him.

"Worm" was the nickname Rodgers had given him. Justin hated it but couldn't stand up to him. Rodgers intimidated him. Between his tattoos, muscular build and sly smile, he didn't look like the kind of guy you wanted to cross. For Rodgers, it was a way to dehumanize Justin.

Justin had been kind and polite to him. Through his humanity, he had invaded the perimeter of Rodgers's psyche. Justin had made the mistake of getting too close to Rodgers without even realizing it. Rodgers wished that he would hurry up and die. He knelt down beside Justin to stab him again but couldn't get up the nerve. Lawrence just sat there. He couldn't really think of what to do, but he knew his cousin had been stabbed. Lawrence also knew that Justin was still alive.

He could hear him breathing, not talking, just breathing, a heap on the ground. He was breathing kind of slow. Rodgers never said anything. He and Lawrence just sat and looked pensively at the man who was dying. They listened to the bugs and then to Justin Livingston's dying breath. To Lawrence, it was kind of like a bad dream. He could never really tell when Justin died. He just kind of disappeared a little bit at a time.

Rodgers decided to hasten the process along.

"You got a towel or something?" Rodgers asked.

A few years before, Lawrence's mom had bought two red flannel shirts at a flea market, one of Florida's favorite cultural venues. He was wearing one, Rodgers the other. Without waiting for an answer to his question, Rodgers took his off and wrapped it around Justin's neck. Using it as a garrote, he pulled it tight and strangled Justin to make sure he was dead.

Jeremiah is strangling him to put him out of his misery, Lawrence thought. By his own estimate, Rodgers kept strangling Justin for three minutes, more than enough time to kill anyone, let alone someone who had already been fatally stabbed.

When it was over, Lawrence reached down to touch his cousin's neck. He felt really cold, so he just backed away from him and sat down for a little while. Lawrence then came back over and knelt down beside the lifeless body. He took the knife and stabbed Justin ten more times in the back, really quickly, enjoying mutilating his cousin.

"He did it real quick and then he quit. Wiped his knife on the grass, put it back in the sheath, got everything together and we ran back to Jon's truck," Rodgers would recount later.

Lawrence watched as Rodgers took out the bolt cutters and cut the fence down near the bottom and then moved the cutter upward, snipping metal as he went. Finished, he pulled the fence up and hooked it at the top so it would stay up. He had a hole big enough to drive a truck through. He ran a little way back into the field and he got the truck facing the hole. He clicked his lights on to see for a minute, and when he got through the fence, he turned them off. They drove out to where Justin was lying lifeless on the ground near the still-deserted control tower.

Lawrence pulled a blanket out of his truck and laid it on the ground. They rolled Justin inside it and then rolled him over so the blanket wrapped around him. Together, they picked him up and put him in the back of Lawrence's truck. They shut the tailgate, then went back to look on the ground for any evidence they might have left behind.

They picked up a few things, including Justin's cigarette lighter, a Coke can, the knives and Lawrence's eyeglasses that he had dropped while stabbing Justin. They left, driving through the same hole that they had cut. Then they went straight out into the more rural Chumuckla section of the county.

On the way, they stopped at a Tom Thumb convenience store. Lawrence had always wanted to try the Doritos 3D's chips, so he bought a bag, then drove out past the cotton gin to Sandy Landing. They sat out there for a little while, near the power lines, munching on the chips. After a few minutes, Lawrence put the truck in motion and they rode around a little bit.

They stopped in the middle of nowhere, near a little lake. They got out and stood leaning up against the pickup, just talking and looking up at the stars. It seemed to Lawrence that they stayed there like that for a good long while.

Like so many times in the past, they kindled a fire and looked into it, as if expecting a portent. Sometimes their gaze turned toward the heavens and then they came back to reality, listening to the wind in the canebrake, which made such a sad, stirring sound. When the wind died down, they could hear the bugs.

While Lawrence sat listening to the crickets, Rodgers got a shovel out of the truck. Lawrence kept it there because his father always told him to keep things in the truck that would help him in case of emergency, and he always tried to listen.

Rodgers dug, working up a sweat in the cool night air. He took off his shirt and continued digging. Rodgers never did get tired of digging the grave. Despite his height, which gave him a feeling of inferiority, he worked out and was immensely strong.

Finally they pulled out the blanket-clad body. Rodgers grabbed it by the collar, Lawrence by the boots. Rodgers pulled and Lawrence pushed and, pretty soon, Justin Lawrence's body was dragged into a cold hole in the ground. The legs were hard; the hole wasn't long enough, so they pushed his knees under his chin.

"The blanket came open and his face was like right there as I was putting him in the hole. And that's what keeps sticking in my head. His face was just real wet. It wasn't tears; it was like sweat just beaded all over his face, but it wasn't sweat," Rodgers said later.

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Excerpted from Flesh Collectors by Fred Rosen. Copyright © 2003 Fred Rosen. Excerpted by permission of OPEN ROAD INTEGRATED MEDIA.
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